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Dahil sa sobrang homesick... at sa kung ano pang dahilan, nais ko nang bumalik sa Pinas for good. Halos desidido na ako at medyo may plano na pero siempre pinag-iisipan pa rin. At lalong tumitindi habang dumadaan ang araw...

Nang kumain kami sa Buffet ng Chinese Restaurant noong Valentine's Day, na all black pa ang outfit ko, bukod sa nabundat na naman ako, kumuha kami ng fortune cookies at ito ang sabi sa akin...

"Don't act spontaneously, think it over."

Hala! Dapat nga sigurong pag-isipan. Although parang gusto ko talagang bumalik.

Pero naalala ko ang isang text message sa akin na hindi na matandaan kung sino ang nagbigay at kung saan galing...

"Ang binabalikan, 'yung naghihintay."

May naghihintay nga ba?

EWAN!!!

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Sige, pakantahin n'yo muna ako... 

All I Need - Jack Wagner

Kissing you is not what I had planned
And now I'm not so sure just where I stand
I wasn't looking for true love
But now you're looking at me
You're the only one I can think of
You're the only one I see

CHORUS:
All I need
Is just a little more time
To be sure what I feel
Is it all in my mind
Cause it seems so hard to believe
That you're all I need

Yes it's true we've all been hurt before
But it doesn't seem to matter anymore
It may be a chance we're taking
But it always comes to this
If this isn't love we're making
Then I don't know what it is

All I need
Is just a little more time
To be sure what I feel
Is it all in my mind
Cause it seems so hard to believe

CHORUS

No stars are out tonight
But we're shining our own light
And it's never felt so bright
Cause girl the way I'm feeling
It's easy to believe
That you're all I need

Ahhhh
You're all I need
Oooooh ahhhh

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It is my birthday today!

I welcomed it by drinking two bottles of Desperados while watching TV. If not from Ate Grace's text message I wouldn't have noticed that it is already past 12 midnight.

I had more birthday greetings last year than this year and it was happier. It's okay! I really wished to have this day to be like an ordinary day.

It could have been better though... with you.