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It's been some time since I last posted an entry. Since I had my break after my last contract from work, I haven't written anything. Wala lang! I just stayed at home all those weeks. Minsan, lumalabas at may part time work. I concentrated on organizing my things, cleaning my place and getting rid of junk.

I cleaned my place 'coz it's in dire need. Dahil lagi akong umaga umaalis at gabi na umuuwi, masyado nang madumi ang bahay. I also got rid of trash, papers etc. Buti na lang at Sperrmuell (a day where you can throw your old stuff like furnitures, appliances, etc. like ordinary trash) last week. Ang dami ko palang naitagong basura. Whew!

I'm also busy paking boxes to be sent home to the Philippines for Christmas! I love giving gifts but I have seeing the bill, not to mention that you have to pack it all in a box na kailangang siksik. 'Yun tipo bang walang hangin sa loob para sulit ang padala. Tapos, babalutin mo pa ang mga babasagin at babalutan ng packaging tape ang kahon para sigurado. Damn!

But the good thing about it is, kung matutuloy akong umuwi this December, hindi ko na pro-problemahin ang regalo since mayroon na sa kahon. I could save a lot of space for my luggage, saving only space for luggage and not money. Ang dami ko nang nailabas. In the end, baka wala na akong pamasahe. Huhuhuhhu.

I'm still waiting for my next contract and I can't wait 'till I go back to work again. Mas nalulungkot ako dahil gumagawa ako ng wala! Besides, wala akong income.

I found out that I am illegible for the position that I have applied for. Anyways, I already knew that I have a slim chance on getting it. I still applied for it though. Sana next time, mayroon nang trabaho para sa akin. Anyways, may contract pa akong darating at isa pa after that. I also found out that there is something coming out after that. Hindi pa sure 'yung last pero at least may isang kasamahan na interesado para irekomenda ako. Please po!

Last week, I was watching Ally Mcbeal and in that episode. The song, Alone Again, Naturally, was sung at the end and it strucked me. Kasi naman, although happy ako sa buhay ko dahil sa takbo nito at sa mga kaibigang nakapaligid sa akin, at the end of the day, mag-isa pa rin ako. Uuwi sa bahay nang mag-isa at walang daratnan. Pero bumawi sa isang episode kasi, natawa ako kay Ally at kay Georgia. For Ally to get rid of a weird blind date that René's friend Ben arranged, she asked Georgia to kiss her. The, the weird blind date caught them kissing in Ally's office. Cool! Hot! Nice! hehehe.

I'm fine! I will be fine. Actually, I am fine. I'm just not some moments but I'm okay.

One thing is just worrying me, my Visa extension. I don't know why whenever I'm going to extend my Visa, I always have this feeling that I would have trouble. I hope I won't. Don't tell me I'm being negative. I just have something to worry about. Hehehe. But I believe I will get it. We'll see....