i recieved an e-mail today from paz. hmm... sabi ko, naalala ako. ano naman kaya ang balita rito?

siempre, kinumusta ako! sa tagal-tagal ba naman naming hindi nag-usap eh... sa tingin ko, miss na niya ako! hehehe. tama ako! may "i missed you!" sa huli eh!

sinabi niya sa akin na nawala ang handy niya kaya hindi siya nag-te-text. (ang tagal mo kayang hindi na nagte-text. last christmas pa 'yun ah! kaya nga hindi na kita tinetext dahil sa kakuriputan mo eh!)

tapos, sabi mo, nawala naman ang wallet mo! (anak ng tinapa! una, handy. panaglawa, wallet. ano'ng susunod!?! ano ba'ng nangyayari sa'yo? bakit ang daming nawawala sa'yo?) 

ang kasunod... sinabi niya na muntik o nalunod siya sa marinduque. buti na lang raw at nakaligtas siya. (tumahimik ako... ano ba'to!?! totoo kaya 'yun? baka naman nagpapapansin lang. taena! gagaya pa sa'kin. muntik na rin kasi ako eh. hindi nga lang tubig ang papatay sa'kin, bala!)

napaisip ako... ano kaya ang nangyayari sa kanya. bakit parang puro kamalasan yata. at taena! sino ang kasma niya sa marinduque!!! PUQUE!!! alam kong may bf siya ngayon. at kung siya ang kasama niya. TAENA NIYA! dahil hindi niya inaalagaan 'yung kasama niya! TAENA NIYA! kasi hindi siya marunong pumili ng taong mag-aalaga sa kanya. POHTA NAMAN!

sabi ko, "ERASE!!! ERASE!!!" paano mo naman mabubura kung ganyan ang sitwasyon! POHTAENA! payag na nga akong hindi kami, basta okay siya eh. pero bakit naman napunta sa delikado ang lagay niya!?! hindi ko na nga pinipilit ang sarili ko eh! okay na mapunta siya sa iba basta masaya siya, okay siya, hindi siya mapapa'no!

kaya nga ako nagpapaka-busy!!!

kaya nga ako hindi na nakikipag-communicate sa kanya!!!

kaya nga ayokong umuwi ng 'pinas eh!!!

kelangan ko siyang malimutan!!!

pero paano!?!

paano!?! 

tapos, nangyari 'to. siempre, tatawag ako. nag-aalala ang gago eh!!! magpapakatanga na naman!!! tiyak, maglalambing na naman... makikiliti naman ang gago!!!

bakit ba hindi natin matuldukan ang isa't-isa!?! (drama!?!)

bakit hindi na lang tayo magkalimutan!?! (senti talaga!!!)

sana ako na lang ang nawala sa buhay mo!?! (ay! seryoso na 'to!!!)

POHTAENA!!! AYOKO NA!!!

pero teka! april fools's day ngayon! hindi kaya...

Currently feeling: worried

He has passed away last Saturday, April 2, at 9:37 p.m. but his legacy will live on!!! He has been a man of Peace and Reconciliation. He has been a best example not only as a Christian but as a great leader. He'll forever live in our hearts especially the Youth whom he has loved dearly.

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Pope John Paul II.
Pray for us!!!

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Thank You and Farewell!!!

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*http://www.art.com/asp/sp-asp/_/pd--10097614/Pope_John_Paul_II.htm
**http://www.abc.net.au/religion/stories/s960736.htm
***http://www.catholicgreetings.org/Create.asp?card=580
****http://religion-cults.com/pope/john.htm

in a few day, expired na ang permit to stay ko dito. kailangan kong ayusin 'to; dahil kung hindi, back to wowphilippines ako!

don't get me wrong! i still want to go back home but not now! i still have unfinished business here!!!

HINDI PA AKO NAKAKATIKIM NG BLONDE!!!

ahehehehe!!!

seryoso na! sige, seryoso na! marami kaming plano para sa mga youth dito. hindi lang dahil sa world youth day pero para na rin i-train sila to be like us! ahehehe

okay... okay... parang mga kasama ko na lang! kung matutulad kasi sila sa'kin, baka i-pa-deport ako ng mga magulang nila! ahehehe

kinakarir!!! as in kinakarir ko ang mga gawain namin dito! kaya naman sana... maayos ang lahat! maghimala na kung maghimala, maging maayos lang ang pag-aayos ko ng papel!

pramis!!! i'll be a goodboy (when no one is looking !) ahehehe i'll devote my time and talents!!! makuha ko lang ang hinihiling ko!

just another chance to stay and see the seeds that we are planting to grow.

Currently feeling: hopeful

at last!!!

she arrived late last night from berlin! well, i am aware of her arrival but i actually can't believe that she's right there before my doorstep.

she arrived as i was cooking dinner. so, i let her in and wait in the living room as i am still cooking. i was actually shy that i don't know what to do. i think i acted awkward. just don't know how i should exactly behave!

after dinner, we were already able to spend that special moment with each other. we had the chance to get to know each other and i can say that she's intelligent.

she's damn pretty and slim.

she got a smooth body.

i just love how it feels on my hands.

it gives a great sensation as i roll my fingers at her.

i gently work my fingers at her...

and...

boy!

that was great!

i just can't help being with her...

doing that thing with her.

it's just absolutely pleasurable!!!

i had a long night. can't wait to do it again with her. by the way, her name is jane. i'll post a picture of us one of these days! she's just super!

Currently feeling: rejuvenated

last sunday, we had a jugendtreffen (youth meeting) after the mass. i brought jane along and...

boy! my friends were really surprised.

they are so happy for me becuase finally nagkaroon na rin ako sa wakas.

they know how hard i've been wishing to have one at alam nilang seryoso naman ako kaya they are really happy for me.

they all agreed that she is pretty!!!

and we fit together!

sigh... sa wakas...