school is over and summer break has begun. the weather here is so shit though. it's still cooler. it even rains sometimes. you can't even feel the summer yet. well, at least i could rest... that means no german classes. hurrah!!!

i won't be able to see "my crush" anymore though. perhaps this summer, invite ko siya for coffee or ice cream. hindi siya pumasok nitong huling linggo kaya miss ko na siya. sigh.

i find the second german course a bit complicated. the german grammar is so different from english and it makes me confused. i even thought i'd do bad with it.

this morning, our teacher had given us back our final exam, 3+. shit mababa iyon. i was a bit disappointed but my teacher told me not to be. 'yun pala, i have a one as my final grade. hindi ko nga alam kung magaling na ba ko o dahil mabait lang ang teacher namin kaya mataas ang grade ko.

each one of us brought along something to eat to celebrate our last day. a turkish woman brought turkish rice with garvanzos, garlic, onion etc. maanghang pero masarap. a classmate of ours from yemen brought some tea from yemen, ang sarap, a different blend. a jordanian classmate brought baked macaroni. siyempre pahuhuli ba ako, i cooked lumpiang shanghai. they loved it. i have cooked it once for them on my birthday last february. they liked it a lot that they asked me to cook it again for them.

i'll be having a lot of free time this summer. i wish i could go home kaya lang i have to stay. siguro I'll just make the most out of my summer break.

Currently feeling: high

it's already summer here but it doesn't feel like one; clouds still cover the sky, colder winds blow and sometimes shower. the day is longer but you can't really appreciate summer with this kind of weather.
i do not know where to spend my vacation. wala pa kasi akong pera kaya hindi ko alam kung hanggang saan ako puedeng makarating. nabuburyong na ako sa bahay. wala akong ginagawa. kung malapit nga lang ang 'pinas, nagbakasyon na ako.
pautang naman!!!

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we met again, as if nothing happened, as if it wasn't a big deal for me. we are friends once again.

the friendship was revived as the old feeling. i think i'm hurting myself again.

i still love you. i never stopped loving you.

Currently feeling: depressed

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nagising ako ng madaling araw kanina sa malakas at malalaking patak ng ulan. tumatama ito sa salamin ng bintana ko. PAKSYET! akala ko tuluy-tuloy na ang summer. SYET!
ano pang magagawa ko... kaya natulog na lang ulit ako. nagising na lang uli ako sa pag-ring ng handy kong may roaming sim. SYET! akala yata nila umaga na dito sa kinalalagyan ko.
tumigil din siya kaya itinuloy ko ang tulog ko. maya-maya tumunog na naman. "ONE MESSAGE RECEIVED!". okay fine!
pagkabasa ko, natulog uli ako. makalipas ang isang oras siguro, tumunog na naman. "ONE MESSAGE RECEIVED!".
aaahhhh!!! bumangon na 'ko. SYET!

last monday, i recieved a message from you telling me something. it intrigued me . i know what you meant by, "...i'm happy... me got one and made me happy..."
i was so tired then to go and check my mails so i just did it the next day. that message made me awake though. it was like a gallon of caffeine.
i've seen your feindster account. it's new. someone made you new. hmm.
i wanted to call you but i was damn busy, or am i really? i can't contain it. i must know what's or who's making you happy.
the next day, i sent you a message telling you that i'll call. you replied, "... basta got loads 2 tell... different & inspiring. cnt w8 2 share it w u..."
so i called you up. you asked what i think it's all about. i quickly responded, " you've just found someone new!"
you told me the whole story. i patiently listen and gave both solicited and unsolicited advoces as i always do. i just can't help but to ponder... question.. and wonder at the back of my mind... "ano'ng pinagkaiba namin ng ungas na iyon!!!"
you described him as sweet. (bakit!?! kaya ba niyang gumawa ng sangkatutak n poems para sa iyo?)
you also added that he doesn't stand tall, has a light complexion ans got soft hands. the last two are something you like. (ganoon din ako, di ba? you love my color and hands. panay pa nga ang hawak mo sa kamay ko kasi nalalambutan ka. saka you love the fact that i am part chinese. twa lan tsao ko, di ba? piaw se!)
sinabi mo rin na ngayon ka lang na-in love sa maliit ang height. (tang ina! para akong sinampal ng alfombra sa magkabilang pisngi. hindi ka pala na-in love sa kin noon?)
ayaw mo ng kausap sa telepono na umiiyak o nakainom pero sa puntong ito okay lang. (hindi mo ako kinausap noon kasi naiyak ako at nakainom. tarn op para iyo!!!)
dinagdag mo pa na maganda siyang ngumiti. bukod sa lips niyang maganda't malambot, masarap pa siyang humalik. (nakagat ko yata ang labi ko!!! maganda naman ang sile ko, ah!?! sige nga, tingnan n'yo ang pics ko sa gallery. sabihin ninyo kung pangit ang ngiti ko!?! kahit pa nagyoyosi ako, red lips pa rin 'to! ska sabi ng mga ex's ko, masarap akong humalik!)
you enjoy his company, you are like friends, you feel secure and content. (hindi mo ba naramdaman sa akin 'yan!?! i have treated you so well. i've been your best friend... just your best friend.)
you even told about your compatibilities and how different, exciting & inspiring it is. (compatible rin naman tayo, ah! can he beat me!?!)
you also bragged about his determination and effort. (ibinigay ko rin naman 'yun, eh. hindi ko nga lang alam kung na-appreciate mo o kulang lang 'to.)
sabi mo, you are exclusive & honest with him. (siyet! hindi ka naging ganoon sa akin. siyet!)
i've met your two sister but he was able to meet you mom. (siyet! may edge siya roon. siguro nga seryoso ka sa kanya...)
that guy knows about me. nagselos pa nga eh. (lalo siguro siyang magseselos kung malalaman niyang...)
gusto mo pa siyang ipakilala sa akin. mabuti na lang at nandito ako. hindi ko alam kung ano ang mangyayari kung magkakasama tayong tatlo. (ano 'yun!?! threesome!?!)
sabi ko noon, i'll let you go. i did pero hindi ko maalis na masaktan... manghinayang sa pinagsamahan natin. hindi ako seryoso noon kaya i never commited myself. when i learned that i'm completely fallen for you, naghahanap ka na ng iba. hindi na ako ang gusto mo.
it has been five years since we first met. i'm not completely over you yet. hindi ko matanggap na hanggang friends na lang tayo. lagi ko pa ring binibigyan ng kulay ang mga ginagawa at sinasabi mo. sabi ko sa sarili ko, baka may pag-asa pa.
sabihin nang tanga. ano'ng magagawa ko, mahal ko pa rin siya. saka kahit anong hiwalay ang gawin namin, our paths still cross. (hindi kaya... soul mates kami!?!)
kap siao!!!

Currently listening to: the reason
Currently reading: any suggestions
Currently feeling: uncontrolled

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my sis has sent me a cd containing the current hits at home. it includes the songs from parokya, bamboo, black eyed peas etc. asteeg ang noypi ni bamboo at ang apl song. my friends here has copied my cd. piracy, hehehe.

BLACK EYED PEAS
"The Apl Song"

[Chorus in Tagalog]
Lapit mga kaibigan at makinig kayo
Ako'y may dala-dalang balita galing sa bayan ko
Nais kong ipamahagi ang mga kwento
Ang mga pangyayaring nagaganap
Sa lupang pinangako

[English Translation:]
(Come together and listen
I brought news from my native land
I'll tell you how we live and what goes on
From my beloved homeland.)

[Verse one, Apl.De.Ap]
Every place got a ghetto this is my version
Check it out...
Listen closely yo, I got a story to tell
A version of my ghetto where life felt for real
Some would call it hell but to me it was heaven
God gave me the grace, amazin' ways of living
How would you feel if you had to catch your meal?
Build a hut to live and to eat and chill in.
Having to pump the water outta the ground
The way we put it down utilizing what is around
Like land for farming, river for fishing
Everyone helpin' each other whenever they can
We makin' it happen, from nothin' to somethin'
That's how we be survivin' back in my homeland

[Chorus]

[Verse two, Apl.De.Ap]
Yo, its been a while but...
I been back home to my homeland, (check it out) to see what's going on
Man it feels good to be back at home
And it's been a decade, on the journey all alone
I was fourteen when I first left Philippines
I've been away half my life, but it felt like a day
To be next to my mom with her home cooked meal
Meant I felt complete, my emotions I feel!
Now life has changed for me in the U.S
But back at home man, life was a mess...
I guess sometimes life's stresses gets you down
On your knees, oh brother I wish I could have helped you out...

http://www.manilatimes.net/national/2003/sept/06/enter/20030906ent2.html

Currently listening to: the apl song